MIDNIGHT

cold outside..
no more sun
only the dark comes
it's just like me..
no more you
only loneliness comes
it's been MIDNIGHT, where are you now?
no reply, no texts, no smile.
what's my fault?
so you leave me..
you're gone without sound, without trace.
I couldn't find you.
I'm down with this scar
but never mind, if it's mean you'll be happy :')

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Heart's Sound

time past away
no one second without thinking about you
it waste my time
but I love it

you are far away
but so close to my heart
guess what!
I love you...
but, what is that?
pain? hurt? or love?
you are her?
so what? am I wrong?
my heart fall for the wrong heart
this feeling kill me inside
dont you know it? can you feel it?
this is MY HEART'S SOUND !!!
are you deaf?
insensitive?
impossible to owning your heart, right?

it,s OK :') THANKS :'(

Farewell Party

my seniors grade twelve will leave SHS 3 soon :( SHS 3 held a farewell party for them all. And do you know what? at the beginning till the middle of the party, we laughed like there's no tomorrow. but at the last party, it's so hard to say goodbye, especially for my seniors :

I'll post the other photos soon :)

DBL 2012 ( Cheerleaders of Smanta)

I'm a member of cheerleaders :) An for this time, I post some photos of SMA 3 cheerleaders on DBL . Guess which one is me :D

aku galau? Nggak kok.
Aku biasa-biasa aja? Juga nggak.
Jadi??? Ntah la...
Aku bingung dengan perasaanku sendiri. Di otakku sekarang, cuman ada pikiran seperti ini :
"everything is OK! I can live without you. Just go away!"
"now u with her? haha, never mind. Just dont break your promises to her as you did it to me."
"you say I'm not the one for you. Now listen, you are no one for me."
hahaha:D I'm confuse right now!

antara cinta dan sahabat

kamu tau rasanya memilih diantara 2 hal yang sangat kita sayangi?
memilih diantara 2 hal itu lebih sulit daripada memilih diantara banyak hal :'(
dan sekarang, aku sedang mengalaminya.
antara cinta dan sahabat???
aku sedang menyukai seorang cowok(yaiyalah masa cewe -_-) , akusuka sama dia itu udah lama bangettt. nah, aku ini punya temen curhat namanya *sensor* (inisialnya P aja deh). dia itu baik sama aku. tapi aku nggak pernah cerita ke dia kalo aku lagi suka dgn cowok ini. sampai suatu saat, si P ini blang kalo dia suka sama cowok itu. padahl saat itu aku baru aja mau ngedeketin cwok itu. aku bingung... bingung banget... walaupun bgitu, aku nggak mau bilang ke si P kalo aku jga suka dgn cwo itu. sampai suatu hari, tepatnya hari ini. aku dengar mereka udah jadian.
nangis?? pastii
galau?? apa lagi
tapi aku cuman bisa diam, tanpa kepastian.
sekiann