Hurt

hello peoples... it's such a year since I didn't write anything in this blog. I've been terrorized by some exams and homeworks lately. And thanks God now can babbling again xoxoxo xD

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Now I'm gonna write about my romance life. It's such a gloomy night. Honestly, I knew him about five years ago. It's such a long time, nope? but I dont know how, a year ago this feeling came. And of course, without my permission. I tried to be close to him. but it's so hard since he had a gf. You know what? It's hurt. I tried to forget him, but it's so hard... Day by day, I was waiting for him. And that day came. He broke up with his gf. Do you know I was so damn happy right that time? it's just like rainbow after the rain. And I tried again to be close to him. he told me his story, and so was I. it was a wonderful days. no tears came. I was smiling every time. But it doesn't last long. there's another girl who likes him too. when I figured it out, I was like dying inside. but I acted like nothing happened.stay happy, laugh, but he didn't realize it was a fake one. One day, he knew that she loved him. and the most hurting is, he liked her too... :'(  I'm tormented. until that day come, when I heard that he was now in a relationship with her. it's just like "KILL ME NOW!!!" . should I wait for you again? or should I go? can you hear me? I know the answer :(

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I will try now. Try to FORGET him !!! :))