Just wanna tell...

I dont know how to start this.
Recently, I feel emptiness inside me. Usually when I feel like this, I would do something so that I could just forget it. But this time, it doesn't work.
Honestly, it seems like I'm missing someone. I don't know who. But it feels like I really desperate. I think I know why, but I think I don't. Isn't is weird?
Well just wanna tell you that about 7 years ago, I had a crush with someone. You can call him my first love lol :D
I really liked him. I kept my feeling for my own and never told him. We were friends but not so close. I rarely talked to him, I think it only once or twice. But I can't kept that secret for a long time. I told one of my friend that I liked him and my friend accidentally told him about that. After that, we never be the same again. He never talked to me and I was so afraid to start it too. But I felt that after he knew my feeling, he became like to teased me. But only with action, never a word. And I like it so much. Every time I passed his class, I hope that I could meet him.
After we graduated, since we entered the different school, I only meet him once. It was when I was in the last year of high school. But we acted like we don't know each other. It hurts but since we always like that in the pass, I never mind it. Instead, I was so happy that I could meet him again. Even just for a while.
I'm in college right now, but sincerely, no one ever able to make me feel like that. Some men try to get my attention but still they can move my heart. But him, he didn't even do anything but I fell in love anyway. I don't know why, may be its just because I don't like them or may be I still can't let him go. But really I have forgotten him. For me he only my first love, never more. So, I think I have open my heart for anyone. It just I don't meet someone that can make me love again.
I keep asking myself why I write something like this lol :D
But I feel a little bit relieved. Thanks for reading my story :)

Lion Heart

Annyeong :)
I'm just done covering another Girls' Generation's song called Lion Heart. I think it's gonna be one of my favorite. It has a retro tempo with a little touch of rap in the end of the song. The choreography is so fun and easy to learn. I learned it in only 2 days! The lyric is about a girl who want to tame a lion heart man. The album has a similar name that came out with 2 title tracks, the another one called You Think. While in Lion heart has a fun yet lovely melody, You think have a strong tempo and powerful voice. You think lyric tell us about a guy who spread a rumors about his ex after they broke up. My fav line is the chorus when the girl says "You think you real cool? You're not! Boy, you ain't cooler than me, nah!"

I really love this album. The opening song in that video is also from it. The song title is Green Light and of course, I like it too :)
Enjoy people :)
Bye :)

A little bit more...

Hello guys :)
Do you know what time it is?
It must be blogging time :) xoxo

 

I dont know why I'm here writing this stuff. I just feeling full and empty at the same time. Right now, it just like I get everything I want. Even about my last post, I get it too. But, at some point, I want to take a rest. I'm tired. I want to sleep. I want to dream.

Can you see that? I mean, my face. No! I mean, my expression. I'm smiling, right? But, as the quote saying, "Dont judge a book by its cover". Can we use it right now??

See the book that I hold? Hmm... You can say it's a book that knows what I'll do and did. It's not diary of course. I'm not a kind of girl who write about everything I faced in one day in the book. Yes, I was. But I dont have time for doing that anymore. That book is like my journal.

Well, the more I think about it, the more I get worried. So, I'm just gonna do it as it used to be. I keep saying to myself, "just a little bit more Putri, hang on! You've been faced everything and here you are. You are damn awesome! You've proved them. You slayed!! It just a little rock. Kick it!".


You guys must be not understand this. But, I dont care hahahaha :P

Recent Fav Kdrama & Songs

Unlike the other post, today I wanna share about my current favorite songs. So, I just watched korean drama entitled "Who are you? (School 2015)". Well, I have to say that it's a should watched drama! Why??? Because everything in that drama is so well organized. The plot, actors, actresses, even the soundtrack is so damn gooddddd. I really enjoyed watch it. Every characters in the drama have a good role, their acting is so professional. I love how the story flow. I think it's one of the best kdrama I've ever watched. But I don't really like the ending. Because I expect Eun Bi will end up with Tae Kwang. Sincerely! I have a gloomy day because she ends up with Yi Ahn. It's not like I hate Yi Ahn, but I'm a super Eun Bi and Tae Kwang shipper! I wish Yi Ahn will be together with Eun Byul. If it was going to be like I said, it must be become an awesome ending. My heart is so breaking when I see Tae Kwang broken heart :(
So, you guys must be wondering why I keep telling about the drama while the title of this post is about my fav songs Lol :D
Just like I said before, this drama has a good soundtrack. There are totally 8 songs. And guess what? I love all of them. All of the melody is really good to hear. My super favorite one is Reset. The second one is Return, and the third one is Love Song. I bet you won't regret when you listen to them. This is the list:
1. Baechigi - Fly With The Wind
2. Byul - Remember
3. Jonghyun & Taemin - That Name
4. Reset (feat. 진실 Of Mad Soul Child)
5. Return (With 육지담) (Wendy of Red Velvet)
6. Love Song (Feat. 박혜수)
7. Yoon Mi Rae - I'll listen to what you have to say (너의 얘길 들어줄게)
8. Younha- Pray (기도)

Enjoy listening <3

note: Honestly tomorrow I'll have a KKD exam and I'm still here writing random things hehehe. Wish me luck, guyss :)

Still Wake up

Hi blog readers!
What' up?
It's a midnight and I'm still WAKE UP!
Such a rare thing for a girl like me hahaha :D
Should we celebrate this????
My friends know that I'm a sleep lover and always go to bed early. I don't like being sleepless because I hate being sleepy on the next day. When I'm sleepy, I can't concentrate well and being a lazy person (well honestly it's just an alibi though xoxo)
So, why do I still wake up?
The answer is.... hmmmmm.....
I'm not sure hehehe :D
I just done watching drama and now I cant sleep. Tomorrow I'll have a discussion class in the morning. Not sure whether I can make it or not.
Do you miss me??? I know you do hehehe
this is my selca! Lets smile :)

My Turn!

Right now is my turn!
I'll never let it go!
I've been waiting for this time!

Hello readers, you know what? There is something I want to do this time. When I was in high school, I never can do it. I spent my time just sitting and watch them win. But right now, no! I'm not gonna do it anymore. I'll take the seat! There's quote saying, "The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you can not do". So, just let me do! Back then, there are many people underestimate me, they always bring me down. I couldn't held my head up. I was hiding in my shell. Waiting in my comfort zone. Limiting my ability. Shouting in my heart. Never brave enough to do this and that.

Now, it's renewed me. I'll work hard. play hard, study hard, and show them what I can. I still want to go there. My dream is still waiting for me. I won't sit down and watch it burn. I should make it up. I've been crawling all this time. Now is turn to run! Time is chasing me. I'm going to catch it all.

Bye~~~

TWENTY ♥♥♥

haloo semuanyaaaaaaa :D
Udah lama banget ya aku nggak ngepost lagi.
Nah, jadi kali ini aku mau ngepost sesuatu yang #PENTING (menurut aku). Apa itu? ayo tebakkkk hehehe :D Udah aku kasi bocoran loh dijudulnya...
Jadi, 3 hari yang lalu, tepatnya tanggal 21 Mei 2015, Putri Sondang Pasaribu genap berumur 20 tahun #UYEEEEEEE
udah kepala dua, berasa udah tuaa :(
aku mau ceritain nih kronologis apa aja yang terjadi pada tanggal it
kita mulai dari subuh yaaaa
jadi ceritanya hari itu aku ada ujian KKD. apa itu KKD? KKD itu singkatan dari keterampilan klinis dasar. karna ini lagi modul kardiovaskular, jadi yg diujiankan ada pemeriksaan tanda vital, pemeriksaan fisik jantung, pengukuran JVP, dan pemasangan EKG. Banyak banget kannnn? Bayangin aja aku belajarnya baru dikit banget, cuman secuil! Aku mulai belajarnya subuh kira2 jam 1 atau 2 gitu. Dengan setengah nyawa nyoba ngapal-ngapalin checklist. Udah selesai belajar aku langsung lanjut tidur lagi. Untung aja gak telat bangun.
Pas udah sampe dikampus aku anteng-anteng aja. Ada latihan dikit lah sama ayi waktu itu, tapi masalahnya aku belum prnah masang EKG sendiri. Palingan Cuma ngeliatin doang. Waktu pengen belajar sama Egy, ehhh nama aku dipanggil. Dalam hati udah banyak-banyak doa semoga dapet fasil yang baik hati dan gak buat gugup. Pas masuk ruangan, jeng jeng jengggg... ternyata dokter Mitra #Horeeeee :D pas awal-awal agak gugup. Biasa lah ya kalo ujian KKD kayak kena sindrom gitu. Mual, muntah, anoreksia, sedikit amnesia, gagap, sakit perut, poliuria, pokoknya banyak banget deh hahaha :D pas liat probandus nya ternyata Asjat, dia lumayan bisa diajak kerjasama lah.  Waktu pemeriksaan tanda vital, asli aku cepat banget. Soalnya gak mau kehabisan waktu. Pemeriksaan jantung pas perkusinya yg makan wktu banyak, mana tangan gemeteran lagi kan. Pemasangan EKG agak lumayan deh, soalnya udah ada bekas merah2 bulat gitu didadanya Asjat. Jadi gampang hahaha. Dan yang senengnya itu waktu selesainya pas banget pake bangetttt.. kasian temen2 aku yg lainnya, banyak yg gak selesai soalnya huhuhu :(
Selesai ujian aku langsung cus pulang ke rumah. Dirumah mama udah ada, soalnya mau masak buat acara partangiangan nanti malam. Walaupun sedikit, setidaknya aku berkontribusi dalam pembuatan makanan. Walaupun cuman beli kelapa parut+aqua+daun jeruk aja hehehe :D aku coba ngeliat tab aku, siapa tau ada yg ngucapin selamat ulang tahun gitu #NgarepBanget. Dan ternyata ADAAAAAA :D di hp juga trnyata ada yg ngucapin muehehehe. jam setengah 3 balik lagi kekampus sambil nganterin mama ke pasar. Sampe dikampus, kelas sepi banget kayak kuburan. Syukur aja kuliah radiologinya jadi.
Pulang kerumah udah magrib. Acara partangiangan pun dimulai. Seperti biasa aku yg buat doa. Pas diakhir acaranya papa Elin jadi MC buat acara ultah aku hehehe :D maacii papa Elinn.. nih aku kasih foto-fotonya waktu ituuu.

 

nih aku kasi videonya hehehe

selesai acara seperti biasa aku nyuci piring wkwkwk

selesai beres2 langsung tidur, padahal besoknya ada ujian praktikum :')

akhirnya ceritanya selesaiii horayyyyyy

hari ini udah tanggal 24, cuaca mendung banget. nih aku kasi fotonya

gelap banget kan? kayak masa depan lo? hahaha
nggak ding bercanda doang..
sampe sini aja ya ceritanya.. dadaaaaa #muahhh #twenty #21051995 #21051015 #blessed